(no subject)

[caruh]

So I found out that someone who used to tease me in middle school is now a crack addicted girl who almost married a real loser. Now I knew about the marriage part but not the crack addicted part. Hrm...I think I need more time to reflect on this before I say anything.

Its so weird to find out things about people that have played a large or even a small part in your life. And heck, I've only been gone from whb for 2 years and out of high school for 1. Whats going to happen when its 10? Thinking about it gives me the chills.

Gah, its too small of a world for my tastes. And I'm too damn curious.

Edit: You go out of your way for her but can't for me. Apparently to get any respect from your close friends you need to ignore their existance entirely, for over a year, and then you can get them looking for you. What the fuck?

Comments

This is Ellie from Purchase by the way!

[lacrimaluna.livejournal.com]

Edit: You go out of your way for her but can't for me. Apparently to get any respect from your close friends you need to ignore their existance entirely, for over a year, and then you can get them looking for you. What the fuck?

Yey! I finally discovered you journal! I'm not sure if you remember me. I met you last semester when I was still with Kat :(

Anyway, I just wante to say, yeah, that's how things work. I had a best friend since like when I was 5 or something, and she constantly tortured and abused me both physically and emotionally, and just finally, when I was old enough to get it, I left her and didn't speak or have any contact with her for five years, and then my good friend, Eva, finally convinced me to at least talk to her online, because this ex-best friend wanted to talk to me.

Since then, she changed a lot, but I basically had to "ignore" her existance in order to get any respect. I don't know. that's really stupid, but I guess that's the way it works sometimes.

Re: This is Ellie from Purchase by the way!

[caruh.livejournal.com]

*nods* Yeah, I remember you heh. Why do you think I added you back? And actually I met you before you and Kat were going out, first semester with Jasmine. =)

Yeah, it is pretty dumb. Stupid social bullcrap. =/