"I'm gonna knock you out..."

HAPPY BELATED 20th BDAY JILL! *hugs*

Sorry its late hun and I meant to call but things kept me occupied. Speaking of those things...

I'm slowly starting to realise that I actually don't want to be here anymore. People think things of me that are completely not true and blame me for things that are not my fault. Hey fuckwad, maybe if you had stayed and actually listened about what I was talking about you'd realise it wasn't about you. I was trying to protect Jeanne and make her realise something about Jackie. In other words I wasn't talking about you and your lovely. In fact, even if I was it wouldn't matter because nothing gets through to you guys anyways. And by the way, I haven't talked to you about anything dealing with your "relationship" in over a month and a half, and I only did twice. Once to try and help you (which apparently you ignored anyways) and once because a LARGE GROUP of people (but wait, my egocentric mind only thinks of myself! Hahahahaha!) were uncomfortable. And guess what, its gotten larger! Well gosh golly gee! But of course, that'd be my fault because responsibility is something unfathomable to you. Both of you at that.

And now people not even involved are getting hostile with me. Newsflash, the things you accuse Jeanne of you've done yourself. But apparently, you are just better then everyone else. FYI, you're not. Get off your fucking pedastal because everyone has been doing it. But of course, its all my fault! Mainly cause I never take any responsibilty for anything.

Don't make me laugh. Shows how little you all know me. And perhaps I may keep it that way because if you don't want to bother to get to know me then you aren't worth my time or effort.

I'm hoping that things clear up next semester. To be honest, if they don't I don't know what I am going to do. I don't want to deal with this stupid shit anymore. Arrogance may need to be applied here. If only...I'm not cool enough like Jamie.