Why must humans annoy me so?

Ever want to slap someone so hard that'd they'd feel it through a computer monitor? Especially when you went from having a fantastic time to getting utterly pissed off? She makes me feel that way. All the damn time. And perhaps I wouldn't if I didn't know certain things but right now, yes, I want to slap her. I wish I had the patience I once did. Then again, I only have patience with people I give a damn about or things I give a damn about. I feel nothing toward her at all and I owe her nothing. And yet she is in my thoughts more and more. Man oh man.

Maybe its mostly because she says things just to irritate me. Or rather, knows what to say to irritate me. And does things JUST to irritate me. Its sorta an ego trip in a glutton for punishment type of way. And if I didn't have to see her things would be fine. But I do. All the time. Dammit.

I can't wait till plans pan out. I will have my own apartment eventually and a steady job, a drivers license and a car. Well the car and license thing will happen this summer. One job lined up, another to come hopefully. And having public transport around is a good thing. Mmmm. Busses. =D And with cool friends nearby I am set. =D *pictures LARPing in the woods and laughs*

The Netherlands will happen. I will make it happen because I want it badly. So it shall happen. It won't be that bad. Can't get my passport yet though, need money first. =/ Stupid money. I have some, but not enough for all my plans.

I can't wait till Jords and I are both working steady jobs. It will make things oh so much more easier. And I won't always be the one paying for things. *grumbles about a certain person's beliefs about the Caruh* *Ahem* Anyways...

I feel like kicking something. Humans (myself included if not most of all) make no damn sense to me. With or without the limited psychological knowledge I possess. Damn you world!