Current Life

     Hey everyone (like anybody is reading this). Well, I've decided to use this thing more often. Yeah I have a paper journal but I don't use that either. Besides I write better on the computer anyway. All of this crap has been happening in my life and otherwise and I just needed a place to vent. I have friends (I love you guys!) who have helped me through everything but I just needed a place to write down my thoughts. Well, thats what this thing is for huh? Hehe ok carol enough of being a crackhead time to talk.
     Right now I'm worried. Just generally worried. I'm worried about my boyfriend whose in Niagara falls and I'm worried about the whole situation going on right now. I just want people to get along for once. Why can't people respect one another? Its just a never ending circle of hatred that only results in pain and agony. God I sound corny, but its true.
      Well, enough about that more on the personal level. Me and Jesse (my boyfriend) are doing better. I'm so happy with him, its so hard to put into words. He's the coolest guy I've ever met. Yeah we have problems sometimes (mostly my fault, I can be a tad too sensitive sometimes) but what relationship doesn't? I'm surprised he puts up with me but I guess I can be ok sometimes.
      I'm in a better mood then I have been lately. I've been crying a lot lately. I dunno why I just have been. Well, one time was obvious, it was cause I was afraid I was losing two friends and basically for stupid reasons. Well, thats why I do anything, stupid reasons. I've also been evicted from my apartment. Me and my Mom are going to move in with my grandpa. Its going to be rough these next few months and I dunno if I can handle it. But I have a good support base so I should be okay.
      I have yet to cry about my current situation though. Well I'll probably cry later on when my Jesse gets home or alone. I love my Jesse =). He is the only person I can cry in front of, I can't even cry in front of my own mother. He's a special boy hehe well, enough babbling for me I should go.

Geocities makes me sleepy

     Oi site updates make me tired. I do all this work but no one ever goes to my site anyway so whats the point? Oh well it gives me something to do. I need stuff to keep me busy, well things I like to do anyway. I've been avoiding homework because I'm currently stressed and homework just makes me more stressed. I have to make things up from the two days I was absent (I stayed home because I was so stressed and to help pack) so I have a lot to do. I dunno I'm a procrastinator at heart. Ok thats enough for now.

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AGH! I FORGOT TO SAY HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND JESSE!!! It was yesterday but its only 2 in the morning so I can still say that right? well if not HAPPY ANNIVERSARY JESSE!

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Well I just got back from Cat's. I had alot of fun. Of course I fell asleep...grrr...I hate it when I do that. I fall asleep all the time, especially during movies. We were watching a Ranma 1/2 movie and I fell asleep. I still haven't done my homework, lazy me. I'm currently talking to Kitty and Cat so I don't plan on leaving quite yet. I have Seascapes tomorrow but I don't know if I want to go. Jesse's coming back late tonight/tomorrow and I don't know if I can see if or not. If I can then I am definitely going to see him (I miss my Jesse...) if not then I go home cause I can't find out if I am going or not unless I go home. I just want to hang with my Jesse. I have a little while to think of what to give him as an a present. I dunno I have games for him but I got those for free so I don't want to give those to him for a gift. He's still gonna get them but not as an anniversary gift.